Well its been an horrendous few days...Sickness at the beginning of the week, ending the week with diarrhea. Not pleasant, and I feel exhausted so no energy to do anything.
I have plans this evening but not sure how I am going to muster up the energy to even get dressed let alone go out and be all happy and friendly. This week has not been a peoples week. I have not been in the mood for talking or playing happy. Not that I am not happy but you know sometimes your just not in the mood for people. I am the person that always talk to everyone, has a smile on her face and kindly asks "how are you?". This week I have just not been able to be happy. Everyone has got on my nervous and I felt so angry at everyone. I shouted at my Mum yesterday, she called me after getting a letter about her benefits, she was just being so negative that I ended up shouting at her. She went all silent on me and then said quietly "don't shout at me", just to make me feel bad. I did however apologize and all was well on the mother front. I just think I need to stay away from situations that are going to make me angry and stay away from as many people as possible at the moment.
Sheldon this week has been funny, almost like her knows I'm not feeling myself. He's not left my side! This is a picture of him on the bed yesterday morning....
While I've not been well, I've managed to watch lots of american drama and one thing has really stuck out for me that is how many people in the states are into counseling. Is this something that us Brits need to do? I know lots of people including myself that could do with counseling.
Maybe this is my therapy?
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